cesary

Thank you friends for always being ther for me. well, I’m being
emotional again. I said to myself, If my time is actually due in this
beautiful world, it’s ok, atleast i’ve lived my everyday life contently.

Aa a child, I’ve dreamt of the things a child cannot still understand.
I want to explore space, like what an astronaut’s doing. I wanna climb
the highest mountain, but not the mt. everest, because I’ll freeze to
death in there if incase (hehe). I also wanna experience sky diving,
bunjie jumping, & scuba diving. wild dreams isn’t it? so far, what
i’ve achieved was the simple rock climbing in mambucal resort & the
one that we’re wearing a harness sloping down, damn…

My first ambition was to take medicine. but my mother said "it will
took you 10 years to graduate, and you’ll be old by that time" so, in
my young mind, i thought, "yeah, what will happen to me if it’s so. who
am I gonna marry by that time?" whaaat…! early mind ha, pero dipa marry2 na akon gina panumdum
(hahaha).when i was graduating in HS, i didn’t actually thing of what
i’m going to take up in my college years. my mother is working in
riverside hospital as a pharmacist, so, thinking that there’s benefits
& everything, I decided to take up nursing.so here i am,struggling
to succeed,not that i’m having a hard time or something like that.it’s
the STRESSES in this field that’s making me ill. damn… the studies
are ok but there’s certain factors that’s making it difficult (like the
instructors for EXAMPLE) damn…

my friends, if incase the time for me will come, i’m giving my consent
that whatever secrets that i’ve shared with you, you can freely expose
them to the right persons & the right time ONLY. (ano ni, advance
directive? hahaha)

oh,man…i love my family very much.and i will do anything for them.my bro & sis are very kind and considerate,the 2 of you’re good,keep it up.I LOVE YOU GUYS =)